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Demons

I think I'm ready to die now


Something about it feels right


I don't think that I much care how


But I'm ready for it tonight



I've tried being okay


and I've had some success


But the memories replay


And my head is a painful mess



We all have a light that blinks


My light has been out a while


I tried to numb it with drinks


It burns my throat up like bile



At once point I was fixed


And everything seemed so good


Then it all got so mixed


Now the air burns me up like wood



Drugs seemed like a grace


Hell was I wrong there


Not much left to save face


I hurt everyone that care



They say people come and go


But I've lost so many now


I don't think they'll be back though


Deaths too permanent some how



Life carries on going


But I've decided to stay still


I know I'm ready to die now


And I would die on this hill

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