I think I'm ready to die now
Something about it feels right
I don't think that I much care how
But I'm ready for it tonight
I've tried being okay
and I've had some success
But the memories replay
And my head is a painful mess
We all have a light that blinks
My light has been out a while
I tried to numb it with drinks
It burns my throat up like bile
At once point I was fixed
And everything seemed so good
Then it all got so mixed
Now the air burns me up like wood
Drugs seemed like a grace
Hell was I wrong there
Not much left to save face
I hurt everyone that care
They say people come and go
But I've lost so many now
I don't think they'll be back though
Deaths too permanent some how
Life carries on going
But I've decided to stay still
I know I'm ready to die now
And I would die on this hill